Wednesday

Weird day at the office. I had words with the coach. I always feel like he's "judging" us. I assumed he was there to introduce us to new products and help create better procedures, and to a certain degree, I understand that he has to get into our heads and try to understand us as individuals so he can better suggest ways for our team to flourish, but enough is enough. I think I'm done. There' s no way I will allow him to change me. I admit. I'm a handful. But I am me. I am a loyal, hardworking, capable person. I may have unorthodox ways of achieving my goals, and possibly, I would be better suited for a more creative, artsy job instead of dealing with numbers all day, but this is the career path I have chosen. This is my job. These are my numbers. Bossman depends on me and I will continue taking care of him and his business. ...but I will do it in my own way. I will not change to become some corporate lackey who follows the rules, dresses the part and speaks corporate-ease. I am me. I have always been me and I will never change. ...and there's nothing wrong with that. To know me is to love me. Just sayin'.